So somebody last night deleted our online journal. Completely. I woke up to finding an email notifying and confirming it. At least I have a very recent backup. I think we have enough inside fighting to keep that protected.
We are having a very hard time right now. A lot of internal struggles and in a way, a war inside. This day is a very hard one for us. There’s tons of stuff stirred up and lots of insiders triggering each other. So it is chaos in a way. And yet there is this layer of a mask that presents as though things are the same as always. But it is not like that at all. It is taking everything out of us to keep that mask there. We have to keep it in place due to commitments and responsibility to our nephew for his birthday today as well. Plus for our own sanity we need to get through things today.