Daily Archive for July 31st, 2007

The void of many things

I don’t really know where to start.  There is just so much inside.  Someone sarcastically says, “As Always,” while someone else is criticizing and saying what a stupid statement to make.  It’s like they make these comments, but unless I really “know them,” I can’t make out whose voice it is or whose energy it seems to feel like so that I can actually know who is saying it.  And when I ask… I just get this void, this nothingness… a blankness.

Such is my life so often when I inquire within.  Sometimes I wonder what the point is.  It seems so futile.  So impossible to ever decode and for it to ever unravel to my satisfaction.

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