I’ve come here several times to write the last 2 days or so, but I can’t seem to write anything. I know there is much to write about– it’s just that it seems stuck inside right now. I’m tired and worn out emotionally. We’re hanging on, but things just seem to be out of whack. I’m also experiencing a ton of hypervigilance at home–keep hearing sounds that someone is coming into my apartment via the door or sliding glass door or window. I experience panic and body freeze while trying to decipher the sounds and where they are coming from, while also trying to filter out the fear and determine whether there is real danger or not. The sounds seem to be noticed whenever I’m trying to sleep or asleep (and wake up), irregardless whether it is daytime or nighttime. It just seems like all of this is heightened and more intense and stressful lately.
There’s more but it is stuck inside for now.
Julie
Dear Julie
we have had that happen many a time, when we know there are things we need to get out and we just can’t! Seems like it take sforever for it to come out but know it will, the dam will brewak and it will flow.
peace and blessings
keepers
HI JUlie
we anted to say hello and let you know we were thinking of all of you. please take care
peace and blessings
keepers
we are so with you on this blog like something is opening but you cnat see what it is and writing is soemthing thats hard to do we get this even if thats not it
Keepers… so true about it feeling like forever before everything will come out that needs to come out. And you’re right– it will flow in its own time.
Also, thanks for your hello and for thinking about us.
Julie/s
JIP- Yes, actually you explained it well. Thanks so much.
Julie