We had therapy today and it was very helpful to see Cec and to just go through the experience of therapy. I suppose that sounds odd in a way, but it was helpful in its own way, even with the general conversation of the surgery, inside, and overview of various topics that were discussed. Somehow in all of this, we seemed to have connected with Cec today in a way that we really needed to connect with her on. At the same time, there is a distance, and it isn’t like this mind-blowing phenomenal connection, but something transpired today that is different, and I like it…a lot in fact.
Daily Archive for August 22nd, 2007
This is just a brief update for now. We are doing fine– tired, but okay. We saw the dr. today and he took out the plastic stints (or whatever they are called) from within the nose and that is a relief. The splint on my right side nostril area was really becoming difficult to deal with in the nose and it was really triggering some of the younger ones with various thoughts and feelings and sensations of other things and so forth. Hence the strange post last night.
So we can breathe now through our nose. 
There’s still some swelling and healing left to do, but I’ve actually been able to feel the air flow in and out of my nose. It’s a strange sensation to actually sense an airway/air passage, airflow current like I have been sensing. It’s going to take some time to retrain my mind and body to breathe through my nose, but I’m looking forward to it. It really makes me/us slow down because breathing through the nose is a lot different than mouth breathing.
i just want it out want it out want it outtttt
cry cry cry cry cry cry
please get it out out out out outtttt
cry cry cry cry cry cry