So do we, do we dare reveal such intricacies of ourselves while it is seemingly simple?  Do we dare divulge more of who we are than just a conglomerate gathering of individuals disguised as “one?”  Oh the dangers of it all and yet the freedom in doing so.  Such a simple decision and yet the complexities involved and ramifications that it brings or could bring to us as individuals and as a system.

It’s been determined with reasonable conclusion that the event with Michelle at the body’s age of 5 1/2 created a system-wide change that stands to this day.  It explains how we default to the group name, Julies, as enough revelation of the hidden inner workings that secrete themselves all in the name of Julie.

There are a number of us that push against the group name, Julies, to include us, even though we allow it or perhaps more accurately, it is forced upon us by system structure and insiders with power far surpassing us.  Not all of us within the Julies group have a derivation of the name, Julie, as our name.

In a way we are our own system.  Many of us have felt that way for so many years.  It is us and them.  The Julies and the others in our system which then transgresses into multiple groups and other systems.  A two way mirror of sorts with us Julies on the mirror side that is blind and deaf to the other side, and the other side belonging to the other system members.  Though even that isn’t wholly accurate as not everyone in groups other than ours (Julies) has access to the other side of that mirror.  And there are other mirrors and other special things that exist elsewhere within our system.

I speak of nothing and know of nothing.  The voice says loud and clear.  So perhaps not a mirror, or perhaps this mirror has been seen and verbalized for what it is for once.  Another way someone says it is like is 2 umbrellas.  The Julies being one umbrella that has its own mini groups underneath it and the second umbrella as all the others in the system, with of course its own systems and groups underneath it.

So the disagreements endure as to what it really is, whether the 2-way mirror, the 2 umbrellas, or something else entirely.  And the clear wisdom voice rings so true– that this disagreement was purposefully created to create chaos, disagreements, etc. as a distraction to the ultimate truths.  Someone else speaks and says it could be both.  But everything said elicits another’s response contradicting it.  Typically as the Julies disguising ourselves as Julie, this simply means we do not know, and as such, we will not make a determination or statement to its accuracy.  The resounding sentiment will be, “I don’t know, we don’t know.”  A clear way to keep others away and to steer from the impending seeing eye.

Until another time…

Julies