So I fix my coding to be bold black for my post and thus, ALL the other posts that should refer back to the CSS should not become bold black all on their own. I’ve seen this annoyance before and figured it was some bug in the theme or Wordpress and I’ve figured out how to work with it and make it do what I want in the past. Except this time that isn’t working. So I’m annoyed. I delete and start over. That doesn’t work. I try a number of tricks. I know I’m not coding anything wrong. It is all correct. It wants to make my post bold black along with all the other posts showing on this page, even though they should not be coded “bold” or “strong.” I figured all the other journal entries looked the same too but then I checked the entries a different way. I clicked on the ones showing up on this front page. Well what do you know… suddenly the font is corrected the way it is supposed to be. So apparently this bold black isn’t carrying over to any of the other entries, only when they appear on the front page. Once ya click those entries, suddenly they appear the way they are supposed to appear.
So that’s my annoyance. I don’t know how to fix it and I got more probs to deal with than to research any fix on it.
Billie
Well like that’s what I’d call Julie today- a total therapy disaster. And really our system is just really unstable and shifting all over the freaking place. Imagine trying to balance a teeter-totter with one physical outside body but jumping from end to end and can’t get to the middle cuz that’s what it seems like.
Therapy was just weird. I got most of the scoop from far away and have the basic gist of what was going on. I feel like I totally am crappy and not doing a good job and not enough helping out. At the same time I’m like geez how much more do I have to freaking take care of!
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i don’t know who to really ask even though i kind of know. i still think there must be some i don’t know about. i only imagine the purple group ones but then i think there are probably others from other color groups.
i only really know to ask Laura. and Juile if she is around still. and Juila. i don’t think Rita or Shirley do these things. maybe Susie or Sue or ? i feel foolish writing here. we need help from others inside. we’re supposed to ask for help. but i’m not sure they can come forward anyway and besides why would they want to? it’s so depressing right now but then i think and remember that they don’t really feel things too much or at least have more distance from the feelings so why would that really bother them? maybe it is just us that worry it is because we taint them and would affect and destroy them somehow with our feelings and so they stay away cuz they don’t want to be anywhere close to us or the outside when we are like this. but i’m not sure that is really why. one time Billie wrote about them being kind of locked up or something like that by some inside that are really high up in power and energy. but we never really dealt with that issue and some of us didn’t even know that till Billie wrote it and we saw it. but if they are locked up, then how come it seems someone/s of them come out sometimes still? it’s like they aren’t in control of that and sometimes it is ok, but most of the time it isn’t okay. so why is it that sometimes it is ok? what makes it okay? who lets them out or how do they get out front to help?
i don’t know. i’m really tired. we’re really trying hard to fight this depression and such deep sadness. we need to get things done. i’m asking for help from those inside that can help. i already know Billie doesn’t want to as she’s always busy with something inside, but maybe she will. it’s just she will be pissy about it. and it isn’t fair to expect so much of her to do everything.
there’s more, but that’s all i can say right now. maybe later.
julie/s
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