it could be any number of things– really. it could truly be nothing. we are just hyper-sensitive to it right now. a strange call, but no message. we weren’t home. a call this evening with the phone number visible but the caller id states: The Underground. why? why did it have to state that of all things?? the phone number is busy in a way that we think it is permanently like that, but maybe not. probably some business but can’t find any info on the number unless we want to pay. we have no money for that right now and not sure how important it is anyway. one place says it is residential, but what kind of residence has a caller id name like that? it doesn’t make sense.
it’s stupid, we know. we just react to the stupidest things. but The Underground still means something to our system. it has before and it still does mean something. we have an Underground. it’s an exact mirror replication of what our system is like when it is “above ground.” well, as far as i know. i could be wrong– that is just my understanding but there’s a ton that i really don’t know about it. it’s just sort of my guess as to what i can figure out about it. we also have a regular underground. so when our regular underground goes Underground… it goes underground Underground. it is hard to explain.
not entirely sure, but pretty sure that in the past, when the system/our system has “gone Underground,” that something has triggered it to go into hiding and silence… a big no talk zone with extra strong walls and walls being replaced where they were taken down before, etc.
i know it is just coincidence, but i do hate it when it is stuff like this. when we are extra sensitive to it and some insiders read things into it. today was therapy and earlier today (before the phone call) we brought in some old drawings that was sra related and stuff and talked about them. k.o.d. also showed up for a little bit. i have a headache on the backside of my head towards the right for some reason now. not entirely behind my ear… sort of behind it but also more towards the back of my head. i guess around the halfway point between those two.
so of course we “told” and “did something wrong” and “they know” somehow and this is their way of sending us a message. i know, utterly ridiculous and something entirely separate from this. it really could be something very, very unrelated. it still doesn’t mean that it is just weird and the timing just really sucks, that’s all. and this number and caller id thing has never shown up in the past before. at least not that i’m aware of.
so i guess we needed to write about this. therapy went okay i think, maybe even good. i don’t really know for sure. i don’t remember much of it, but do have some pieces. it would have been really nice to have been allowed to tape it. it would be a good one to go over and listen to. we really hate not being able to and it is really rapidly becoming a bigger and bigger issue. just we’ve already talked about it, but we haven’t fought for it or i mean, fighting as in really pushing the issue and really saying what we think and feel and how super important it is to us rather than just asking for it meekly and then shutting up about it.
oh that’s right. just ask the ones who were there for the session. communicate inside. oh that’s right, of course. it works so well that way. it’s so easy that way. WRONG. in case you didn’t notice, that was sarcastic to the max with a tint of pissy attitude with it.
julies and us
Really bad timing. There is an underground Seattle that is a tour of before the fire and then they just built over it. So there are places named that are not related to your underground, or so it sounds. Take care I know Halloween is hard for yous. See yous tomorrow. A
Very, very bad timing I’d say but your reaction is valid and understandable.
Austin
sorry
did you try this link to track back the phone number?
http://www.switchboard.com/swbd.main/dir/6_0/reverse.htm?mem=1
keepers
Thank you wandering sail, Austin, JIP, and Keepers.
Wandering Sail — Thanks for thinking of us. It was good to see you Thursday night.
Austin — Thanks for the validation.
JIP — Thanks for hearing us. It’s okay now.
Keepers — No, we didn’t try that particular one. We tried another reverse look-up. We did try the link you gave us and came up with nothing. However, it is a moot point at this time.
We received another call from this phone number the other day and we answered it. It was a recording that we’ve heard before (but some of us swear it had a different caller ID name to it, but maybe not). Anyway, it was a call about presumably our car warranty having expired, etc. Hahahaha. Definitely meant for somebody else when they had our phone number before we got it. Our car is from 1989, 196K plus on it, and at the moment, it isn’t running.
Anyway, so of course it isn’t anything bad or weird to us. Besides, any of our usual freaky weird phone calls have always had no number visible or caller ID visible to it. It was just really bad timing and a weird caller ID thing. But it is good to know and a relief to know that really that was all it was… and some of us just getting a bit unnerved by it. But now we know for sure it is okay.
Thanks again everyone.
Julies