Monthly Archive for October, 2007

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Snakeful Dream – A snakey dream

Okay, so snakey and snakeful aren’t truly words, but they are from where we come from. And for that matter, apparently to other people on the Internet by a simple google search.

I had a long, long, dream filled with snakes, and more snakes. Everywhere. About everything. Trying to outwit, outsmart, and get away from snakes. Every kind of imaginable snake. Uggh. And it wasn’t just me, because of course, I was with a group of others, young and old, and we were all trying to get away, hide, outsmart, outwit, and kill these freaking snakes. We were trying to find safety, but there wasn’t any, because every safe place was filled with some hidden snake around the corner (not literally as they were hidden everywhere) or snakes coming after us. It was a horrid dream.

And there was more to the plot, but that pales in comparison to the snakes. Huge, ugly, yucky, very smart snakes. Snakes that eventually somehow magically and disgustingly got inside people. Snakes that began controlling a city of people, but people didn’t know it at first. They just thought things were suddenly back to normal, well, some of them at least. For some weren’t as snakey and bad as some of the other snake people. See these snakes got inside people, and the bad ones (bad snake people), well, they had their agenda. The other ones (clueless snake people), they didn’t know what happened to them, just that suddenly they were awake and things were crazy looking on the outside (like things were messed up by snakes having taken over everywhere, but they thought that was over and now they were putting things back together). So the snakes were now inside people and walking around looking as if people, but they were really snakes. And the bad ones were trying to keep their snake people infestation growing and to keep the truth from the ones who didn’t know about the bad snake people and what was going on. Meanwhile, I/we knew about the bad snake people and I was trying to pretend like I was the clueless one who had a snake in me, but I had to be very careful because the bad snake people might catch on that I was pretending and hadn’t been infested by the snakes and was just clueless. I had to pretend I was stupid and not trying to outwit, outsmart, and prevent the bad snake people from going further with their plans. I knew there were ways to kill the snakes. I knew there were ways to stop them from going further with their taking over the world plan. I also knew there were ways to kill them (the snakes) inside the people but somehow the people themselves live. I just was trying to figure it out. And I had to get the clues and get the information, while having no idea what the answer was, while also appearing “safe” to the bad people, so that they didn’t catch on to what I was up to.

So that was the crux of the dream. Everything else is a blur in the memory. Just snakes. And bad people. And bad snake people who look like regular people. We hate snakes. We also hate spiders and bugs, but especially spiders.

We wrote more but can’t post it right now. So wanted to post this much that we’ve written.

Time loss still shocks me

I know this happens.  I do.  Just sometimes it shocks the hell out of me.  Which sounds utterly stupid because this is my life as I’ve known it for like forever.  But sometimes the awareness of it and the sheer realization of it is astounding.  I just looked at the clock and it said 3:00 A.M.  I had to do a double take and I replayed it through my mind in trying to process that yes, indeed, it truly was that time.  It seems surreal.  It is sort of like the confusion and disbelief of someone who has woken up after falling asleep at a strange time and is unsure if it is the evening or if it is the morning.

The last time I remember seeing the clock was around 11 pm, well, make that 11:40 pm the last time I was semi-aware of the time.  I see Billie was out for part of the time.  I don’t know if others were too.  It’s just still weird to me and yet so normal to me at the same time.  I am still in disbelief at the actual time– like how did that happen? It truly feels like only minutes have passed and not hours upon hours.

I don’t know– it’s hard for me to not call this writing stupid and senseless.  It’s one of those things where I know what it is, and it’s part of my life, and we deal with it.  It’s also one of those things that sometimes just “gets to me” pretty strongly at the weirdness and craziness of it all.

I’m not explaining myself well.  Probably because this body is tired.  It must be.  I remember feeling tired around 10 and 11 P.M., let alone at 3 A.M.  Sigh.  Off to bed I go.

Julie

Rant on Injustice and No Common Sense

Yah well whatever. I’m here for the moment. Saw some shit on the news. Got all pissed at injustice and fucking people with no common sense. I hate crap like that. I get now that it is like a worldwide thing with me and not just for our system or Noah or for people outside that we know. I mean like yah I’m way more out there in my passionate energy or whatever with our system or Noah or people we know, but still I get pissy about general injustice and idiotic people in this world. Oh yah I also gotta say that my pissyness is more global than this about our world. There’s a shitload of injustice and things that piss me off in this world.

So like what is it about tonight? Saw this on the news commercial and then the news and then did some quick checking it out on the net too.

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