trying to reach out. please somebody inside, somebodies, please help us. you know what we need you to do.  where are you? why are you gone? when will you be back?

we can’t do this on our own. we need you. please come help us. we’re sorry you always got to do the hard work.  we’ll try to help you. just don’t know how.

we keep hoping and thinking you will come and make things happen and things won’t be as overwhelming and so behind and stressful. but maybe you won’t or can’t.

we are losing our hope, but it’s still there. just don’t know how to keep things from getting worse without your help.

hello? anybody listening? anybody seeing this? please let these next days and weeks be better. we need it. this is our chance for a lot of things.

please fight the programming. we will help keep the ones from getting past and doing stupid things if you do your jobs and fight the programming with us.  we just want all this to stop.  we want it different this time. something about it different. we don’t want another chance wasted and gone from repeating the same old stuff.