unedited writings, free flowing automatic writings from someone(s) inside
we stand here
waiting for you
to come around
to our side.
you don’t want what we know
yet you seek it
then run and hide
such is your way.
desperately come
desperately go
that is your way
asking then hiding
and locking yourself away
from us
you think it is gone
the pain that was so real
as though we are fine
and it wasn’t real
but it is
if you looked again
and stood with us
for the pain
consumes us
and spreads
like molten lava
and poison in the lands
there is no love
here or there
just lock us away
and we know our bad
will be our good
of silence
evermore
hidden
so as to not knock at your door
when will you knock?
when will you stay?
when will you not run away?
our pain is our own
yet you can’t stand to be close to it
as if it will swallow you up
and sink you in its quicksand
but who cares
just leave us here
like you always do
you lack function
like we do
November 13, 2009 at
7:11 am. Written by (and/or talking about)
others (lc).
unedited, free association (or so it seems, but perhaps not really for those who write it), writings
someday it will be edited in a more readable format to closely resemble how it sounds to us
mirror child
mirror child
where do you look
tonight
don’t see what you think you see
don’t want for nothing more
for it to be unreal
mirror child oh
mirror child
let’s find you here
still
standing shattered
to your core
mirror child oh
mirror child
lest you must know
it all be real
mirror child
oh mirror child
i will find you
more
than you want
to go looking for
watch out where you go
for the lookers will find
you and eat you
and lock you away
forever more
mirror child oh
mirror child
stop now before
you take us away
into a land far away
withering naked
and dying
for the steps you take
mirror child oh
mirror child
come now won’t you play
oh how we know
it isn’t what we say
for you ought to know
what we say is untrue
for you that is
but not for us
for it is real and true
mirror child oh
mirror child
the opposite must be true
for you and us
that is how it works
don’t you see
now
mirror child oh
mirror child
there is no merging
to be done
no forging of ways
of thinking and believing
we are forever bound to be
mirror children
for all to see
and be
it is believed this to be written by the others