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Interference and Obstructions on our path to healing

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JAGA
on January 15, 2008
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There’s such a hurting, an exhaustion, a need for so many things to take place, and yet the daily crawl of doing them only digs further into an enclosed space where it only exists in some small cavity (of this mind). There’s these moments when thoughts will pass by, when the motivation, the imagery, the plans, the ability to create some spark of life, to exist in this other world called Earth. These moments will occur with such a startle. In truth, it is simply that those from the Purple Group or some others unknown in similarities that have come forth, and they are there for that short time, exacting their plans, making strides in living this life. Yet it will disappear just as suddenly as it came, and often they never make it past being near to the front where we can experience some of their essences, and so instead of them coming forward fully, and we disappear further back, they just pass on by. Somehow blocked from the outside. And the rest of us are left floundering, trying to deal with our issues, our stumbling blocks, and figure out how they do it. So often we forget to ask for their help, and even if we do, it is unknown whether they will come or whether they can come outfront and just take care of it. So often we think we have to figure it out ourselves, to somehow make it happen ourselves…that it is some important process we must endure to pass some test and be worthwhile.

More and more we find ourselves thinking about things and getting closer to some system wide understanding or agreements (mostly anyway), and we find ourselves facing the unstoppable and encroaching Function Keys. And we scatter and return to our posts, to our familiar ways of coping and living, gaining whatever momentum and energy to try another round of getting past The Function Keys.

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The Sleeper Key

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JAGA
on December 12, 2007
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So I think we’re going to dare to say something for as long as we can say it and get away with it.

We’ve come here a number of times to write, but each time, an overwhelming exhaustion, fatigue, and sleepiness will prevail and push us towards departing from having taken a step towards writing and often fairly quickly afterwards, we’ll end up having to leave the computer to go lay down.  As such, the writing doesn’t happen, and a siege of sadness and sleepiness will have conquered us for an unknown amount of time, during which time we attempt to recover and try our attempts again at writing and telling and expressing ourselves.  This has been going on extensively lately, but it is also a constant thing we deal with to some kind of varying degree.

So it occurred to a few of us as we were thinking and discussing it, that Sleeper may be involved in our difficulties with writing lately, since the sleepiness and exhaustion has been full force lately.  It also seems to accompany an emotional exhaustion as well.  I really prefer not to blame Sleeper 100%, particularly since I’m not entirely sure of all the dynamics.  I just recognize these familiar dynamics as they take place in our attempts to write and in other areas of life.  Accompanying this sudden onslaught of awareness, we had this surge of “we will overcome this” and so we’re here writing for as long as we can muster our strength and “telling” about Sleeper.

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