So I think we’re going to dare to say something for as long as we can say it and get away with it.
We’ve come here a number of times to write, but each time, an overwhelming exhaustion, fatigue, and sleepiness will prevail and push us towards departing from having taken a step towards writing and often fairly quickly afterwards, we’ll end up having to leave the computer to go lay down. As such, the writing doesn’t happen, and a siege of sadness and sleepiness will have conquered us for an unknown amount of time, during which time we attempt to recover and try our attempts again at writing and telling and expressing ourselves. This has been going on extensively lately, but it is also a constant thing we deal with to some kind of varying degree.
So it occurred to a few of us as we were thinking and discussing it, that Sleeper may be involved in our difficulties with writing lately, since the sleepiness and exhaustion has been full force lately. It also seems to accompany an emotional exhaustion as well. I really prefer not to blame Sleeper 100%, particularly since I’m not entirely sure of all the dynamics. I just recognize these familiar dynamics as they take place in our attempts to write and in other areas of life. Accompanying this sudden onslaught of awareness, we had this surge of “we will overcome this” and so we’re here writing for as long as we can muster our strength and “telling” about Sleeper.