There’s such a hurting, an exhaustion, a need for so many things to take place, and yet the daily crawl of doing them only digs further into an enclosed space where it only exists in some small cavity (of this mind). There’s these moments when thoughts will pass by, when the motivation, the imagery, the plans, the ability to create some spark of life, to exist in this other world called Earth. These moments will occur with such a startle. In truth, it is simply that those from the Purple Group or some others unknown in similarities that have come forth, and they are there for that short time, exacting their plans, making strides in living this life. Yet it will disappear just as suddenly as it came, and often they never make it past being near to the front where we can experience some of their essences, and so instead of them coming forward fully, and we disappear further back, they just pass on by. Somehow blocked from the outside. And the rest of us are left floundering, trying to deal with our issues, our stumbling blocks, and figure out how they do it. So often we forget to ask for their help, and even if we do, it is unknown whether they will come or whether they can come outfront and just take care of it. So often we think we have to figure it out ourselves, to somehow make it happen ourselves…that it is some important process we must endure to pass some test and be worthwhile.
More and more we find ourselves thinking about things and getting closer to some system wide understanding or agreements (mostly anyway), and we find ourselves facing the unstoppable and encroaching Function Keys. And we scatter and return to our posts, to our familiar ways of coping and living, gaining whatever momentum and energy to try another round of getting past The Function Keys.
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