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dream/s last night- battles, abuse validation, rescue

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fell asleep in recliner around midnight. mostly b/c we couldn’t make selves go move body to bed. resisted the bed. slept for 2 hours. awoke at 2am. put body to bed. but couldn’t fall back asleep, even though tired. tried to sleep for over an hour, but mind awake, body tossed and turned. gave up and was awake for hours. went to bed around 7am or so. fell asleep, awoke at least once…maybe 2-3 times, but don’t remember what the clock said, and fell back asleep. woke up at 2pm. stressed due to the time and that we said we’d be over at brother’s house to see noah in the late morning. had ocd stuff come up strong and lots of patterning and numbering in order to get out of bed. managed to get up after 20 min of that, which is better than it could have been. remembered in bed pieces of dream. realized we have to write it down even though we need to go see our nephew. but the dream pieces are important too. revealing.

overall the theme was another spiritual battle type dream. evil trying to take over and hurt us and other people with or around us and us trying to fight it with Jesus and G-d and stuff like that with our words we know and other things. in the dream it had some weird stuff in it, but also some revealing stuff to it. we had 3 lives… basically reincarnated, and each time we were in a different situation around people and different life of course too, but our job was to fight the evil and oddly, to help others fight the evil too and know G-d and Jesus and stuff. we say oddly cuz we so do not try converting people or anything religious like that. we fought evil against ourselves and others and helped others to do so each life. it was like our mission in life. and we did it.

a lot of miscellaneous weird stuff that is fuzzy to recall and write about. a few things stand out. at some point, the wizard of oz theme came up…it was very clear to us that’s what it was. although there were only some aspects of it that were part of the dream. a big spiritual battle was done with this. the wizard of oz stuff is not odd to see in dream, but surprising and validating, as we have heard of it being part of inner landscape in some way and having a part in abuse, but not really knowing if it was for real or not. didn’t think of wiz of oz stuff at all last night or recently that we know of consciously so the fact it was in dream makes it all the more validating since it was sub-conscious. and the stuff surrounding the use of it connects the validation.

something about a wall (haha) and how one side is the good area and another side is the evil area. how there are these brick road things that i don’t recall being yellow at all on each side (but the evil side one is fuzzy and not sure it is like that), and how the evil side sort of had this like black hole pit thing that could swallow you up…also kind of like a lake or something. it is very hard to describe, because it was neither of those and yet it was something funky and kind of like that. it is also really fuzzy which makes it hard to be clear what it was. what we do know is that we had to sing songs about Jesus and G-d and also say things to fight the evil away and the stronger we got, the more we could go over to the otherside (the evil side). then we would do a little bit of the same on that side, but a brick pavement at a time in a way. we weren’t alone doing this, but i think the number of people (not a crowd either..so not a lot of ppl) would vary. the evil ones… the ones part of the wiz of oz that were there and some others would glower and try to fight it with their powers, but we kept winning. at some point we were able to touch individual bricks with our hands. we would say something and if we didn’t fall through or the brick didn’t melt away, then what we said was true. so we said the following things:

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Today’s Oddities

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on November 26, 2007
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We are fighting a cold. We are sick, though we are better today, considering yesterday and Saturday. We’ve been sleeping like crazy. We just woke up from a nap and had the weirdest dream with Wendy in it.

The gist is that something serious is going on with her… seems emotional and physical at the same time. Something sort of bizarre if you ask us, as we had not seen something like this before with her. She also was in the process of moving her office and there was this weird thing about a road and how one road to get there was safer than another road. At one point there was a mention of taking the bus as she wasn’t sure she’d be able to drive anymore. Weird is all I can say. What’s strange is that part of the dream indicates it is more city like (hence, the bus option), but another part of the dream indicates it is more like an island of sorts where her new office is and with at least one way that doesn’t feel the safest to travel by to get there, although in some ways it is safe.

There were other weird things that happened. It’s all jumbled up. The basics is that I pass by Wendy in sort of like a parking lot thing… relatively open parking lot that is kind of small, but not too small. Seems like one person is around me and it is Sue, my mom’s roommate. But she’s only in my dream because I have to go pick her up from the hospital today asap and so she’s on my mind to not oversleep too terribly long before getting ready to leave. Anyway, I see Wendy, and we brave up the courage to ask her for a hug, and she seems to think about it for a minute or so, but then agrees. Some inside say she readily agreed and that they noticed that she agreed pretty quickly like somehow suddenly it was okay and things were okay again.

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Snakeful Dream - A snakey dream

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on October 20, 2007
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Okay, so snakey and snakeful aren’t truly words, but they are from where we come from. And for that matter, apparently to other people on the Internet by a simple google search.

I had a long, long, dream filled with snakes, and more snakes. Everywhere. About everything. Trying to outwit, outsmart, and get away from snakes. Every kind of imaginable snake. Uggh. And it wasn’t just me, because of course, I was with a group of others, young and old, and we were all trying to get away, hide, outsmart, outwit, and kill these freaking snakes. We were trying to find safety, but there wasn’t any, because every safe place was filled with some hidden snake around the corner (not literally as they were hidden everywhere) or snakes coming after us. It was a horrid dream.

And there was more to the plot, but that pales in comparison to the snakes. Huge, ugly, yucky, very smart snakes. Snakes that eventually somehow magically and disgustingly got inside people. Snakes that began controlling a city of people, but people didn’t know it at first. They just thought things were suddenly back to normal, well, some of them at least. For some weren’t as snakey and bad as some of the other snake people. See these snakes got inside people, and the bad ones (bad snake people), well, they had their agenda. The other ones (clueless snake people), they didn’t know what happened to them, just that suddenly they were awake and things were crazy looking on the outside (like things were messed up by snakes having taken over everywhere, but they thought that was over and now they were putting things back together). So the snakes were now inside people and walking around looking as if people, but they were really snakes. And the bad ones were trying to keep their snake people infestation growing and to keep the truth from the ones who didn’t know about the bad snake people and what was going on. Meanwhile, I/we knew about the bad snake people and I was trying to pretend like I was the clueless one who had a snake in me, but I had to be very careful because the bad snake people might catch on that I was pretending and hadn’t been infested by the snakes and was just clueless. I had to pretend I was stupid and not trying to outwit, outsmart, and prevent the bad snake people from going further with their plans. I knew there were ways to kill the snakes. I knew there were ways to stop them from going further with their taking over the world plan. I also knew there were ways to kill them (the snakes) inside the people but somehow the people themselves live. I just was trying to figure it out. And I had to get the clues and get the information, while having no idea what the answer was, while also appearing “safe” to the bad people, so that they didn’t catch on to what I was up to.

So that was the crux of the dream. Everything else is a blur in the memory. Just snakes. And bad people. And bad snake people who look like regular people. We hate snakes. We also hate spiders and bugs, but especially spiders.

We wrote more but can’t post it right now. So wanted to post this much that we’ve written.